Jessie J speaks out about her miscarriage and the “loneliest feeling in the world.”
After keeping her pregnancy news a secret, JESSIE J has revealed that she had a miscarriage.
Today, Jessie J took to Instagram to share a heartfelt message about her loss.
The Price Tag singer kept her pregnancy a secret for several months before revealing that she had miscarried to her fans.
Jessie penned a heartbreaking post with a photo of herself holding up a pregnancy test, explaining: “Yesterday morning I was laughing with a friend saying’seriously though, how am I going to get through my gig in LA tomorrow night without telling the entire audience I am pregnant?’
“I was dreading the prospect of making it through the gig without collapsing by yesterday afternoon…
“After my third scan, I was informed that there was no longer a heartbeat.
“This morning,” says the speaker.
I have the impression that I have no control over my emotions.
It’s possible that I’ll come to regret posting this.
I’m not sure.
“To be honest, I have no idea.”
“I do know that I want to sing tonight,” she continued.
I’m singing tonight not to avoid the pain or the process, but because I know it will help me.
“I’ve only done two shows in the last two years, and my soul is in desperate need of rest.”
Today, it is even more.
“I’m sure some people will think she should just call it off.”
But there is one thing about which I am certain right now.
I started singing for joy, to fill my soul, and self-love therapy when I was a kid, and that hasn’t changed, and I have to process this my way.”
“I want to be true to myself and not hide what I’m feeling,” Jessie continued.
That is something I fully deserve.
I want to be as authentic as possible right now.
Not only for the audience, but also for myself and my little baby, who gave it her all.
“I know who I am, and I know I’d talk about it on stage.”
So, instead of a tearful emotional speech attempting to explain my energy, I’ve decided to do something different.
“This feels more secure.”
In the aftermath of her heartbreaking loss, the Who You Are singer admitted she is still “shocked” and “sad.”
“I made the decision to have a baby on my own,” she explained.
Because it is everything I’ve ever desired, and life is short.
It was a struggle to conceive.
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